As the wheel turns toward autumn, we are often conditioned to look only at what is blooming, clinging to the last vibrant displays of life.

But recently, my lens and my heart were pulled toward a quieter, more sacred interaction, a moment of deep shamanic medicine delivered by a beautiful visitor.
Perched upon a miniature rose bush was a magnificent Katydid. Structurally part of the family Tettigoniidae, she is a true Camouflage Queen.

The vivid greens of her body blended so flawlessly with the leaves of the rose bush that she was completely invisible at a casual glance.

You wouldn’t notice her until you stopped and looked a little more carefully, a detail I am so excited to share in a video snippet of the encounter.
As I zoomed in with my camera, capturing screenshots from the footage, I caught a moment that took my breath away. Her tiny eyes turned, looking right into mine. In that brief pause, there was an unmistakable, ancient intelligence looking back at me. It wasn’t just an insect on a bush; it was a deeply conscious soul-to-soul connection.
I knew immediately that she was female. In the insect world, the distinction is beautifully apparent if you know where to look.

While males are known for their acoustic songs produced by rubbing their wings together, females are generally larger and carry a magnificent, sword-like or sickle-shaped organ at the end of their abdomen known as an ovipositor.
Far from a weapon, this anatomical marvel is her egg-laying tool, used to gently insert the seeds of the next generation into plant stems or soil.
What struck me most was her behavior. This green matriarch was not nibbling on the fresh, vibrant rosebud still clinging to the stock. Instead, she was consciously feeding on the most faded, decaying, and dying rose on the bush.
In the medicine of the earth, the “dead” phases of our lives are not empty time. They are rich, fertile ground. By consuming the faded bloom, she honored the completion of a cycle. She reminded me that before we can give birth to the new, we must fully digest, honor, and integrate what has passed.
The female katydid, with her prominent ovipositor, is the ultimate archetype of this gestational wisdom. She does not rush the spring; she prepares her eggs to weather the coming winter.
Following her departure, I felt a strong intuitive nudge to complete the ritual. I pruned the two remaining stocks, clearing away the old to make space for what is to come. I brought the roses inside as a sacred offering to Hermes, the deity to whom I am most deeply connected.
Placing the faded roses on his altar felt like a physical acknowledgment of a threshold crossed. What seemed like a dead end was actually a message of transformation.

The magic of the garden responded almost instantly to these energetic shifts. Already, the indoor offering is showing signs of new growth, and the outdoor pot is bursting with fresh, vibrant green leaves.
As the weather cools and we approach the milestone of this year-long journey, I carry the Katydid’s medicine and Hermes’ guidance close to my heart: trust the timing, honor the decay, and know that new life is always brewing just beneath the surface.
xo,
Layla
